Tuesday, February 25, 2003
The boys were just TOOO cute tonight.... Deven was playing w/my exercise band and looked soo adorable "exercising"... Dilen was BEGGING me to use the new puter (which isn't ready yet - I know it's all in there right but I am scared to turn it on for fear of blowing something! *L*) he had his hands folded together like he was praying/begging and tell in me, PLEASE MOMMA - we will be very very soft and won't break it this time! *L* How can you resist such faces??? Guess I need to get the new puter running soon...
Well Eric comes home tomorrow... There goes any cleaning I managed to get done! *L* Ever noticed how fast kids can destroy all your cleaning progress??? In just a day they have scattered toys once again in LR and Dev managed to dump his entire toy box (21 Gal Rubbermaid Tub) on the floor... *sigh* He WILL clean his own room but I just hate it's been messed up.... I have a few dishes do but no energy at the moment... Guess I'll veg for a bit and then get moving a bit later...
Random thoughts - I had class today (Human Geography) and it went well, some days I hate leaving the house though... But it can't be avoided... TG that Doris (neighbor) picks up Dilen from preschool most days... esp when I work nights - I just wanna hibernate all day in house... I struggle with that constantly... while on the meds it's better there are still days where I DON"T leave the house even to take the trash out... It's hard to stay in the house all day w/kids! *L* We actually did manage to not leave the house but twice this weekend from Friday afternoon thru Monday morning... I worry I am making hermits of my kids, they don't play with anyone other then me and Eric most days... I really have to work at getting them out to socialize a bit more.... Dilen asked what was in my tummy this morning and then said a baby.... I had to remind him that the baby went to heaven.... *sigh*
Well I better go see if I can get the dinner dishes cleaned up and the LR straightened up.... then it's off to bed as I still have a sinus headache... Til next time...
Well Eric comes home tomorrow... There goes any cleaning I managed to get done! *L* Ever noticed how fast kids can destroy all your cleaning progress??? In just a day they have scattered toys once again in LR and Dev managed to dump his entire toy box (21 Gal Rubbermaid Tub) on the floor... *sigh* He WILL clean his own room but I just hate it's been messed up.... I have a few dishes do but no energy at the moment... Guess I'll veg for a bit and then get moving a bit later...
Random thoughts - I had class today (Human Geography) and it went well, some days I hate leaving the house though... But it can't be avoided... TG that Doris (neighbor) picks up Dilen from preschool most days... esp when I work nights - I just wanna hibernate all day in house... I struggle with that constantly... while on the meds it's better there are still days where I DON"T leave the house even to take the trash out... It's hard to stay in the house all day w/kids! *L* We actually did manage to not leave the house but twice this weekend from Friday afternoon thru Monday morning... I worry I am making hermits of my kids, they don't play with anyone other then me and Eric most days... I really have to work at getting them out to socialize a bit more.... Dilen asked what was in my tummy this morning and then said a baby.... I had to remind him that the baby went to heaven.... *sigh*
Well I better go see if I can get the dinner dishes cleaned up and the LR straightened up.... then it's off to bed as I still have a sinus headache... Til next time...
